Inner Circle

 

Thursday, 6 November 2014

Dear Inner Circle,

Exactly one year ago I told you of a young woman who walked into Wayside and asked to see me. Her head was covered by a veil and she couldn’t look me in the face. Her speech was difficult because her whole body was shaking. She told me that she was in trouble. A lot of trouble! In order to escape a situation of unspeakable domestic violence, she had set fire to a home while her husband was asleep. The end result was serious damage to property, serious burns to a large percentage of her own body and an uninjured but insanely angry husband. Her world had crumbled to the extent that this drastic action seemed like more or less her only option. She would have been content to lose her life in the fire. She walked into Wayside on the day she was released from hospital; she had no plan and no where to go. I remember holding her in my arms as I said an ancient prayer and wondered if she would ever see better days.

This same woman walked into Wayside last night to show herself to me. I was struck dumb by this beautiful, vivacious, outgoing woman and I really struggled to believe it was the same woman that I met one year ago. She didn’t have to say a word for me to recognise a rare miracle before me. All evidence of burns on her face are gone and instead her eyes literally dance with life and speak without need of words. She is employed full time and she has a secure place to live. She visited yesterday only to show me how far she had come. She told me that the prayer I said a year ago was her turning point and she quoted it back to me. I get quite used to seeing people in the worst moment of their lives and it was a rare and beautiful moment for me to talk to this young woman and rejoice in a life recovered and discovered. 

When I finally walked out of Wayside last night, I was hoping to make a clean escape. As soon as I stepped out the front door a young woman cried repeatedly, “Father Graham!” It was dark but I could see her facial expression and I knew she was lost and frightened. “Pray for me Father Graham”. I put my arm around her and she put her head on my shoulder. “Pray that I will be warm and safe” she said. She shot me in the heart! You can’t pray a prayer like that and then walk away. The woman’s understanding of prayer and mine were miles apart. She wanted me to say some words and she believed that some magic would be imparted. For me, there is no magic but only relationship and love. I prayed the prayer and then went and hunted down a warm jacket. It was a rotten night last night and I couldn’t arrange for the woman to be safe. I guess there is no such thing as “safe” for a young woman sleeping rough. I woke several times during the night with my heart aching for the young woman and hoping that she was ok. I’ve been looking for her this morning but there is no sign of her yet.

Our mission at Wayside isn’t short term. We aim to create community with no ‘us and them’ and we witness and celebrate the healing and creative power that comes to anyone who realises they are not alone but rather they belong with and for others. One of our values is known as, “No Rush” because we know we can’t make people wake up to the power of community by any act of our will. If we could do that, we’d be guilty of manipulating people. Another of our values is known as, “No Complacency” and it describes how we are constantly on the look out for sparks of life. Perhaps this is the day that someone will be sick of being sick. Perhaps this is the moment when two faces will meet. Perhaps this is the moment when all distinctions like helper and helpee, housed and homeless, sick and well, good and bad, saved and lost, all melt away and lose meaning. Perhaps this will be the moment when we know there is just, “us”. We sometimes witness the mission that calls us, unfold before our very eyes and then for a while we know that the power of presence trumps the power of power. You are our inner circle and you’re famous for jumping in to help in practical ways.

Right now we’re short on razors and right out of blankets. Could you organise a whip around or see if there is a blanket in your cupboard you can do without? Thanks for being our amazing inner circle.

Graham

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Previous Inner Circles

2014

30 October 2014: Paralysed by presence

23 October 2014: The joy of sight

16 October 2014: The best medicine

9 October 2014: Who would have guessed?

2 October 2014: There's no such thing as a terrorist

21 August: Saving souls

14 August: Squeaking out

7 August: A time for turning

31 July: You're okay

24 July: Happy tears

17 July: Let's aim higher

10 July: Gristle and good

3 July: The joy of not knowing

26 June: If not now, when? If not me, who?

12 June: Longing for riches

5 June: When you least expect it

22 May: Finding home

15 May: Flying

8 May: Tests, triumps and tissues

1 May: Skuse the French

24 April: Lifting the curtain

17 April: Collective love

10 April: Cardiac arrest

3 April: Awe struck

27 March: You're invited to something special

20 March: Rather a prohet than a loss

13 March: It's all happening at the wayside

6 March: Love makes all the difference

27 February: What goes around

20 February: The joy of being empty handed

13 February: Loving the growth spurts

6 February: Mighty glad to be back by the wayside

23 January: Some criminals have class

16 January: Wonderful surprises

9 January: Ready, set

2013

19 December: Thanks for an awesome year

12 December: Mission and wishin'

5 December: The ups and downs and all is well

28 November: Kissed by the community

21 November: Our cup runneth over

14 November: A revelation from wayside

7 November: When excrement happens

31 October: I am therefore I think

24 October: We are surrounded by heroes

17 October: When you least suspect

26 September: A wayside wobbly

19 September: Knowing a gift

12 September: Advancing at the retreat

5 September: A little dose of good

29 August: Fighting with a feather

22 August: The boom is just beginning

15 August: True riches

8 August: Small is beautiful

1 August: Sensitive people miss all the best views

25 July: A whole lot going on at wayside

18 July: Kings Cross a place of courage

27 June: Holy ground

20 June: You cannot take what can only be given

 

 

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